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Discovering embodiment: A poetic method

https://doi.org/10.1080/17432979.2011.645879

Abstract

This paper explores how trauma enabled embodiment to be forcefully felt and later usefully used in doctoral research. The shocking murder of my sister by her husband created intense physical reactions within me . Previous years of teaching enabled observation of the body as a source of information but nothing prepared me for the shock and impact of murder. Although a client in therapy at the time, I wrote poetry to manage such intense reactions. I felt the horror of containing murder while also wanting freedom from it . Writing poetry brought opposing aspects of myself together and eventually enabled the conception of research to discover if other clients experienced such opposition between containment and freedom. During the research process, embodiment, experienced and used through trauma, helped analyse participants' journals. Trauma's impact created a learning process which seems to demonstrate how such personal learning may influence qualitative research.

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